Sugar we're going down

[svetlana morningstar-ayres]

Drop a heart, break a name

We’re always sleeping in, sleeping for the wrong team

We’re going down, down in an earlier round

And Sugar, we’re going down swinging

I’ll be your number one with a bullet

A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it


Svetlana felt like she had been through hell and back lately. She had met her real father again after so many years of living on the streets homeless and what did her father do? Anders sold her out and sold Lana's heart and soul. He had Lana still living on the streets and refused to take her in. Svetlana thought people seriously sucked and she would be more than happy to just shut out the world and make the world all about Lana and no one else. Looking at her father, Lana snorted at him. "I'd rather be homeless than have to watch you love everyone but me" Lana smacked her father across the face digging her nails painfully into his face. After Lana walked out on her father, Lana found herself arriving at the carnival. 


Deciding that a quiet ride on the Ferris wheel would do her some good, Lana climbed into the Ferris Wheel barely noticing the guy that was sitting next to her. She just pointedly ignored him. When the wheel began spinning, The guy said hello to her. Lana looked over at the dude in acknowledgement. Lana didn't think much of him at all. "Yeah okay cool Hey" Lana told the dude rolling her eyes and looking over the carnival examining everything. She liked staring at the carnival lights most of all. The lights shone brightly and gave Lana hope that someday someone would want to save Lana and give her a happy life, a normal life. Looking back at the guy as he said something else, Lana cut him off. "I'm not much for company or talking" Lana told the dude point blank staring at him as coldly as her father would. 


aamir karim meraz

[aamir karim meraz]

Lately everything had been a bit insane. Everything had been a mess and so much had changed. Far too much had happened for Aamir to process. In the space of few months so much had changed. The Meraz family were grieving after the murder of their father Saul. A disgusting vampire by the name of Louis had killed him destroying the Meraz happiness. It had robbed the Meraz family of their father.

Aamir was still not over it. How could he be? Yeah his father and him were not close but Louis had stolen the opportunity from him to be closed. He robbed him of the chance now Keem would never know. All he had was memories of him not being the golden child, not being the favourite son. Aamir didn't have the chance to make any new memories with his dad and that was all Louis fault.

Deciding to let of some steam he decided to go visit the theme park. What better way to chill than go have fun at some theme park right. Aamir sat in a ride waiting for it to go when some girl sat in next to him. Curious he looked at her and she just ignored him. Typical he was used to being ignored. Deciding to be friendly he nodded at her and she was just so casual in he response. Way to be cold girl.

The carnival lights were shining so bright and provided the perfect distraction but he still couldn't ignore the person sitting right next to him. “Yeah well im not much company either. I came here to escape talking.” He told her shaking his head. These days he was struggling to control his emotions it was just easier for him to cut everyone of. “Tough time for you too? Boyfriend troubles?” Aamir asked casually trying to make a convo. “It looks like its something bad bothering you. Unless its about losing a dad i can’t really relate..” Aamir drawled offer, looking around the theme park hoping the ride would start sometime soon.

svetlana morningstar-ayres

[svetlana morningstar-ayres]

Lana stared at this guy coldly the more the ride went on. Sje was liking him less and less and was considering jumping from the ferris wheel to the car in front of her. Then Aamir said something that actually sparked Lana's interest a little bit. Aamir asked her what was wrong and if it was boyfriend troubles. "I dont have a boyfriend. No guy could put up with me or want to love someone broken and damaged" Lana answered Aamir. Lana decided to grace him with a response because Lana hgad something to say to that. Then her whole demeanor went cold once again when Aamir said he could only relate to her if she was having father issues. Huh. Then it clicked for Lana. "Your Aamir Meraz. Your Ayo's brother and the son of Saul Meraz" Lana informed Aamir coldly.

"I guess you can call it daddy issues. Zayn Ryder wants to steal my life from me. My father, Anders works for the Ryder family and Anders prefers his life with them over a life with me, so I disowned him" Lana told Aamir softly. She knew quite a lot about daddy issues and abandonment issues to be fair. Lana also was aware that her current daddy was the reason Aamir was fatherless and had no father to look up to and talk to. Lana supposed in her own way she felt so bad for Aamir. "Did you ever get a chance to tell your dad you still love him? Sometimes its better you dont get that chance. My father would have laughed in my face if I said I still love you" Lana told Aamir softly. Being fatherless was for the best sometimes

As the ride stopped, Lana smiled kindly at Aamir and offered her hand finally. "Svetlana Crystal Anders" Lana introduced herself finally winking at Aamir. She didnt move from the ride because Lana had nothing better to do with her life, but Lana felt she should offer Aamir a chance to leave to be polite and nice. "It was nice meeting you" Lana added with a grin

aamir karim meraz